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well i hadnt updated in a couple of days but everything has been great ;) today i went ice skating with david and it was really fun. Actually, it was scary at first and it felt all slippery and akward, but nonetheless after a while, we kind of got the hang of it and stuff. It was chilly as hell, better take a hoodie next time, and mittens, my hands felt like they were gonna freeze off. I fell on my ass like 3 times but that was to be expected. So yeah schools been kinda stressful, but ive done good in all my tests and quizzes. Been thinking a lot about college. Pharmacy program seems good, but UT Austin sounds better, and i think I'm changing my mind about Rice. Houston is kinda ghetto. So yeah The Jungle keeps getting sadder and sadder. Gotta start The Kite Runner. I'm excited ;D yes nerdy little me.
* God it feels sooo right this time. Just like old times. Even the stupid little fights. <3
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[28 Feb 2006|06:37pm] |
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i see good things in the future. yes i've finally found my place... as far as that.
its strange how things can seem so different from what they are.
im not a patient person, never been, and ive found it to be a very good thing in this case.
i found hope for us. but its still too soon to tell.
i just finished running in my treadmill. yea it had been a while. this time im really doing it. I mean its not that hard and it pays off. Not to mention its a major stress killer. plus good results in the end.
i want
* abs ( major cliche i know)
* toned arms
* an actual representation of an ass
but mostly i need
a motherfuckin car!
hmmm should have one by the end of spring break. oh joy
that means
* job
* community service hours
* money
* freedom
<3
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[27 Feb 2006|09:24pm] |
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oh god. why does he have to be so gorgeous? ;/ blegh i hate seeing the ring. reading the engraving, it makes me sad. im glad were friends though. really glad.
ahh so much work
josephsons college test
ap physics quest
random quiz in med term
research project about obesity in galvans. ask me anything about fat people. i know everything.
ive been in a bad mood for a lot of today. must get over it
see ya
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[26 Feb 2006|03:21pm] |
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well i deleted my myspace because its just a little bit sickening. the whole point is to look pretty for the world and if you dont feel like taking a lot of time in your pictures the world judges you for not trying hard enough. its so stupid. well i figure to fall back on livejournal. i havent updated in soooo long. since the summer actually. i guess theres letters and pictures to keep track of my life since i did update. i just need to pour my heart out.
so many things have been happening lately, its like just a month ago things were ok, just 3 months ago things were absolutely perfect. why? i caused it upon myself i know and when i think about that i realize that things have to have happened for a reason. i gave up love. i gave it up once for a simple "infatuation" . i took it back and realized that it wasnt just the infatuation that drove me away. it was love, it is love, maybe it always will be love, but thats not all you need, you need the connection and what happens if the connection diminishes? exactly. i had to give it up. so i broke his heart... twice.
and i made the other one feel yet another disappointment. im sorry i showed you further reason to distrust people. to hate them. i realized you are really important to me. your different and you understand me. and im glad you think i understand you too and i want you to be a part of my life also. just try to trust me. i wish i could just make you trust me, but i know i broke your trust once or twice before. i will no longer make any actions, i want to be your FRIEND. if somethign else happens let it happen. "youre gonnna break another heart, youre gonna tell another lie." really? not this time trust me.
and to david- i will always love you. no one understands me like you do and perhaps no one will, but dwelling on the past will never do. im tired of making the wrong desicions so i guess making none is the best for now. so yes lose hope maybe not for forever but definetly for now.
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[10 Jul 2005|09:53pm] |
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well i havent updated in forever so here's a little recap of whats been going on. Well I got a JOB!!! yes i work at nickis mom's new office as a receptionist ;D haha i take calls and set appointments and stuff so if anyone needs a diet plan call nickis mom! and waaay thank u nicki for recommending me!!! Vanessa and Lizzie both had their birthdays recently ;D awww i wuv them! We went to Carinos last night it was fun even though our waiter sucked and we had to go to Bennigans so they could sing to Vanessa ;D I ate the best dessert in the world. I QUIT guard... yea i just kinda needed and wanted time for other things ;/ I finished drivers ed! thank the lord it was way boring so im glaad its over! o and me and david will have been together for 8 months in 2 days! WHOA ;D hah yea so thats all for now wish i had pics but i keep forgetting to take my camera when i go places so o well
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[05 Jun 2005|01:53pm] |
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well summers going by kinda slow which is actually a good thing ;)
Ive ran almost everyday with david. Yup ive actually gotten my ass to working out and im getting stronger so yay lol The beach was way funn i wanna go again!
Went to the movies with marla to see star wars again.it was fun she liked it too ;)
went to davids gig in harlingen thursday and spent the whole day with the guys. They did pretty good there just werent enough people. Next thursday should be better so im looking foward to that ;D
Went to the movies with lizzie to see the sisterhood of the traveling pants. Good movie. I cried hah walked to the raspa stand(bad idea) but a memory i guess lol
Tomorrow im gonna go to nickis to make shirts for guard and stuff and that should be fun cuz i missed her!
This week should be interesting and way fun with the plans the four of us(me,marla,nicki,and sarah) have made haha
 me and david before going to the beach ;D my hairs getting long haha
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[27 May 2005|11:45pm] |
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BEES!!... they attacked us..it was CRAZY, like the attack of the bees or something! we were at nickis grandmas house swimming and her uncle sprayed raid on a beehive and they went crazy and they started going everywhere TONS OF THEM!! me and marla and sarah were running around nickis tennis court thing trying to run away and then me and marla jumped into the pool to try to save ourselves and there was all of nickis little cousins and me and marla were like screaming like no tomorrow and nickis aunt was kinda like umm can u guys try not to scream and then we ran out of the pool and marla accidentally unhooked my bikini top and for a split second I was about to flash everyone! then were running out in the middle of the street at the meadows in our bikinis and we looked insane. Mostly everyone got stung I got stung twice in my head lol but its no big it was just really scary. Then the fire trucks came along with two ambulances and a policeman, it was way crazy! so yea that was my day.... tomorrows beach time with david ;D
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[22 May 2005|10:07pm] |
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well a few things have happened since i last updated lets see...
* Me and David's 6th month anniversary
* Spring Show- it was soooo much fun and it was a really good show ;D our bamboleo performance (besides a couple of accidentally dropped hairpieces ;P) went completely awesome
* Colorguard clinic started, we started off with like 70 people trying out but now theres only like 40 out of which like 35 will make it, I wanted it to be a smaller guard this year but its ok i guess tryouts are tomorrow so well see how that goes
*I saw the new Star Wars movie and it was waay awesome. Yes I love star wars because im nerdy like that allright ;P Hayden Christensen is absolutely gorgeous...
*concurrent enrollment classes start june 1st.. big Whoop
* I need a job ;(
*schools almost over and I still have to worry about final exams. grrr...
thats all thats on my mind for now
<333
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[01 May 2005|08:33pm] |
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well this weekend was pretty fun. Friday i went with lizzie to the movies to see "fever pitch". Then we had a sleepover in which we took lots of pictures but im not sure if they came out right cuz my computer messed up so i cant post them. Then saturday during the day i went to the park with my family and we celebrated my brothers birthday. Then at night i went to davids uncles wedding. I met his whole extended family it was really fun except he didnt want to dance but I finally got him to dance like one song so i felt a little better haha. Things are completely back to normal or better with him just for the record lol <33 Today I just went to the movies with my mom and I saw Amityville Horror again and got scared for the second time lol. yea and i have a lot of homework to do so I best be getting to that ;D <3
* I think i might let go of livejournal for some time so this might be the last entry in a while, I just need to make time for other things. ;D
( David and I at the wedding<333 )
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[20 Apr 2005|06:56pm] |
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TAKS week sucks... i stayed home for half a day today. We werent gonna be doing anything but reviewing so i saw no point in going. plus everyone was skipping today for other reasons lol Im really looking foward to this weekend. six flags, jimmy eat world, and mostly just time away with friends. I need to just have a weekend getaway without any worries or problems in my mind. I realize that all the problems i have ive caused upon myself but now im more confused then ever. I thought i wanted something and i do want it but it just sucks getting used to it. but i cant expect things to go exactly the way i planned and thats just life. The thing is i wish they knew exactly what i meant by what i said. What im getting isnt what i asked for. Then again they didnt get what they wanted or at all deserved. i guess space means space... yea well i got my photobucket to like download one damn picture lol <3
 The four of us at Nickis on Friday
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[17 Apr 2005|10:39pm] |
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Well friday i spent at home and then lizzie came and slept over. It was pretty fun we watched closer but then i fell asleep on it ;( Then saturday i went to go see Amityville Horror and it was sooo scary. Me and nicki were like holding on to each other it was suuper funny. We bought a lot of food and felt like little piggies walking around the theatre with so much on our hands we could barely carry it. Then we went back to nickis and we pigged out on seafood stuff cuz her parents were having like a family get together. Then marla and nikki came and we were laughing about everythign and listening to songs from like elementary/jr high times! aww i took a lot of pictures but my photobuckets being slow soo maybe ill post them later on this week. ughhh taks weekend its gonna suck ;( well im out! Mwah <33
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Well this weekend i spent at my grandparents in mexico and it was soo boring.. i spent like 80% of the time sleeping and the rest eating and trying to get service on my cell to talk to david. I could've been at the beach with lizzie or whatever the hell else but my moms a little bitch who loves not letting me go anywhere so WHATEVER! yea so this weekend sucked and the past week was filled with tutoring for chemistry and makeup work ;( well theres nothing much else to update so later!! mwah <33
S8miLeYPr88: "i love u like a fat kid love cake"
gackinmynads: i love you like the grim reaper loves death
S8miLeYPr88: i love u like winnie the pooh loves honey
gackinmynads: i love you like eeore loves anti-depressants
S8miLeYPr88: i love u like p diddy love bling bling
gackinmynads: i love you like 50 cent loves getting shot
S8miLeYPr88: i love u like president bush loves oil
gackinmynads: i love you like president clinton loves bush
S8miLeYPr88: wtf clinton doesnt love bush :-\
gackinmynads: bush = pussy
S8miLeYPr88: aaaahhhhhhh
S8miLeYPr88: i get it!!!
S8miLeYPr88: lmao
haha i thought it was funny <333
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[03 Apr 2005|02:39pm] |
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Well I spent my whole saturday in San Antonio at the Winterguard State competition. we got back at like 2 o clock in the morning. It was a lot of fun! We got 2ND PLACE! we really shouldve gotten 1st but we got robbed ;( haha o well... aww i miss everyone i feel like ive been gone a long time lol i really dont feel like writing much cuz im super tired but heres a pic of all the girls except sarah (sorry u werent there when the pic was taken) <3
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[30 Mar 2005|08:05pm] |
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today was a pretty blah day, basically school sucks i have lots of test coming up so bleghh... Orly told us today that were probably not going to state cuz we dont have enough money for everything so that sucks but o well ;/
This pics was taken by a yearbook person last thursday <3
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[29 Mar 2005|09:03pm] |
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I stole this survey from lizzie and im filling it out cuz im bored haha
A - Age : 16
C - Career in future : make-up artist for the celebrities!!... but really like a pediatrician or psychiatrist haha
D - Dessert of choice : strawberry delight or marble slab! yummm...
E - Easiest person to talk to : well my best friends and my bf of course... that means u too Lizzie!!
F - Favorite song at the moment : ummmm dont really have one right now
G - Gummy bears or gummy worms : gummy worms!!.. sour ones ;D
H - Hometown : mission
I - Instruments : i used to play the flute back in jr high haha
K - Kids : ughhh i guess ill have some one day
L - Longest car ride ever : driving to Michigan, we drove for 2 days, well not straight like we stopped at a hotel and stuff so yea.. haha ;D
M - Moms name : Carmen
N - Number of siblings : one 3 yr old brother
P - Phobias : umm like weird noises and like being alone in a scary place lol well i guess everyone would be afraid of that haha
Q - Favorite Quote : uhh well i like cute little love quotes! cant think of one right now though ;P
R - Reasons to smile : my boyfriend, friends, shopping, FOOD! lol jk
S - Song you sang last : love is a battlefield ;D haha it reminds me of 13 going on 30, way cute movie!
T - Time you woke up : ughh like 6:20
U - Unknown fact about me : hmmmm i dont know i dont really have any hidden secrets lol
V - Vegetable you hate : onions!! ewwwwwwww!!
W - Worst habit : being a lazy ass...
X - X-rays you've had : um im my head, they were checking if i had a concussion from hitting my head with a flag during guard, i didnt though! hah
Y - Yummy food : ramen noodles! lime shrimp flavored hehe i just ate some lol
Z - Zodiac sign : aquarious
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[28 Mar 2005|10:31pm] |
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well easter was...interesting, there was this huge fight in my family so things didnt go too well... but on BETTER terms lol today i woke up went to eat lunch at logans then she dropped me off at davids so i spent pretty much the rest of the day with him. We went to get raspas, watched You Got Served and tv, then we went to this tabs website and i made him learn how to play all these cool songs it was fun. Now im home and i dont wanna go to school! <33
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Me and Lizzie with the roll of hay feeling ranchy ;D
Three of us before swimming
looking foward to summertime!
Getting ready for the Jimmy Eat World concert
Woo hoo! haha 